More than anything, I'm realizing over and over that everything does always work out in the end. I always thought that was one of those bullshit things people tell you to make you feel better for the time being. But then I realize that we all feel like that every time we are told that statement, when we are feeling like shit and moping around. And when it all gets better, and it really does become alright in the end, we don't really go back to think about how it all really worked out pretty nicely. But I'm looking back, and in so many aspects, everything is just so nice as it is, right now. It's like a sudden onset of luck poured onto me, and as scared as I am that it will all come crashing down, the trying optimist in me is just embracing it as it is right now.Completely random, but I've realized that I have way too many pet peeves. Besides the occasional "the reason is because" which I don't even notice as much anymore, the worst is when people come into my car and turn the volume way up. God, I just want to smash the keys of my computer just thinking about it. If I wanted to blow out my eardrums by setting my volume to 50, I would do so myself. I really don't see the point in turning my stereo way up so every goddamn person in the world can hear what I'm listening to. Jesus. Obnoxiously loud laughter bothers me too, but that's more arbitrary. And of course, a whole lot of driving pet peeves, most of them having to do with turn indicators (people not using them, people not turning them off, people "turning left" when they're in the fast lane in the freeway, blah blah).
I guess this entry is pretty pointless...
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